something missing

i had some GREAT moments these past few days :

• got the new Anti-Flag cd yesterday,
• last evening,
• the 7 hours of non-stop bmx-ing in Échichens and Lausanne with Stephen and Gaby on friday,
• the bmx-ing afternoon in Bulle with the same dudes on wednesday (filming), followed by an incredible No Use For A Name show in Bern

…BUT there’s still SOMETHING missing. Every morning i wake up in a really bad mood, pissed off at everything. I dunno what motivates people to go on on a daily basis. Maybe i simply shouldn’t ask myself these kind of questions :-/